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Title: POST HERE EVERY TIME YOU THINK ABOUT DYING
Post by: here cums the fuck truck on February 13, 2018, 01:32:14 pm
please no threats of suicide, i will ban for those

just light hearted jokes about wanting to die and how life is a struggle and the reward is oblivion

WTD = Want To Die
PKM = Please Kill Me
ODTWBO = One Day This Will Be Over
CTS = Continue To STruggle
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Post by: here cums the fuck truck on February 13, 2018, 01:34:22 pm
anyway i had a pretty bleak day, i was cold a lot and there was a brief respite when i made my workspace a little better and my boss didn't give me shit for it

but then i got sad again when i realized i was doing twice the work of two other guys combined and not getting paid enough and i'm anxious about asking for a raise

then i came home and found out i got dragged on twitter a lil

and i just feel like a big idiot. i know im not an idiot but thats how i feel!!! :) how y'all?
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Post by: here cums the fuck truck on February 13, 2018, 01:35:29 pm
out of cookies and wtd
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Post by: lemonrising on February 13, 2018, 01:37:20 pm
Woke up.
Hated it.
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Post by: nicefish on February 13, 2018, 01:43:34 pm
I was thinking about getting student loans but dying before paying them back.
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Post by: here cums the fuck truck on February 13, 2018, 02:08:37 pm
I was thinking about getting student loans but dying before paying them back.
super cool way to Hack The System (i had an english teacher who was going for this gambit, making the minimum payment, I think its like $5, for life? until she dies)
Title: look at these assholes keeping this guy from fulfilling his dying wish
Post by: here cums the fuck truck on February 13, 2018, 02:19:01 pm
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Post by: here cums the fuck truck on February 13, 2018, 03:55:41 pm
cts
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Post by: redheron on February 13, 2018, 04:15:45 pm
oh hi
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Post by: here cums the fuck truck on February 13, 2018, 04:22:40 pm
remembered my childhood dog
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Post by: here cums the fuck truck on February 13, 2018, 04:50:56 pm
remembered how i used to be more productive than i am now and i'm constnatly just wallowing in agony for no reason, wow
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Post by: lemonrising on February 13, 2018, 05:23:01 pm
Pre sure I've been acting angry and off putting and my friends are hating me righ now
pkm
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Post by: nicefish on February 13, 2018, 08:14:18 pm
EDIT: this isn't light hearted enough. 

(lyrics to Fade to Black by Metallica)
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Post by: redheron on February 13, 2018, 08:31:45 pm
whoops did the thing
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Post by: redheron on February 13, 2018, 09:00:41 pm
is there a cooldown for this thread
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Post by: redheron on February 13, 2018, 09:54:19 pm
pretty sure I just turn into an angry depressed gremlin at like. 11:30 pm.
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Post by: lemonrising on February 14, 2018, 09:29:53 am
Posting for fro
:3
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Post by: nicefish on February 14, 2018, 11:10:29 am
This thread is incentifying WTD by rewarding it with coral.
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Post by: here cums the fuck truck on February 14, 2018, 02:37:22 pm
is there a cooldown for this thread

same as the rest of the forums. ten seconds.

This thread is incentifying WTD by rewarding it with coral.

i dont think anyone would ever fake DFO (desire for oblivion)

thought about going to the bookstore then remembered there's a girl who works there who hit on me for like two weeks and then i finally asked her out and took her home and i couldn't actually do anything because i had zero emotional connection but every time then she pretends she doesn't know me and i wtd
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Post by: here cums the fuck truck on February 14, 2018, 03:03:47 pm
a troll on imgur filled up my notifications with nastiness and kinda made my source of funny pictures into shit :(
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Post by: lemonrising on February 14, 2018, 03:12:13 pm
Thought i could have one day without turning into a rage monster
But noep
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Post by: jaek on February 14, 2018, 03:21:01 pm
hello it me reporting in
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Post by: lemonrising on February 14, 2018, 05:21:55 pm
Thinkin bout exes and persons i have feelings for
Pkm
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Post by: nicefish on February 14, 2018, 06:34:26 pm
I just threw my old travel plans out the window and drove West to be closer to the Pacific.
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Post by: here cums the fuck truck on February 15, 2018, 03:02:31 pm
told off a toxic irc friend who instantly severed contact, not sure if i did the right thing..
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Post by: nicefish on February 15, 2018, 06:10:49 pm
I have BIPOLAR and it's such a trip.
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Post by: redheron on February 17, 2018, 12:34:01 am
ever remember something embarassing/awkward you did, and it feels like your very soul is shriveling up? me rn
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Post by: lemonrising on February 18, 2018, 12:08:16 pm
Am fat. Went to club with way too many hotties and couples. Fatness intensifies.
*lays in grave*
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Post by: here cums the fuck truck on February 19, 2018, 05:12:35 pm
really sad and hate myself, people i thought were my friends don't seem to give a shit about saying nasty things, i feel worthless and kinda duped like i put all this love and effort into people who don't even care if i'm there or not
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Post by: here cums the fuck truck on February 19, 2018, 06:32:58 pm
im emotionally drained
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Post by: rachel on February 19, 2018, 10:44:15 pm
weird thread
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Post by: here cums the fuck truck on February 20, 2018, 01:09:22 am
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Post by: rachel on February 20, 2018, 05:31:12 am
im drained again, i can't sleep..

i keep thinking, these are decent people! i'm sure if i just, if i just ARGUE on THEIR TERMS i can break through, help them understand!

but i can't. i won't ever. this is stuck in their mind i'm wasting my time. i'm so sad about this i wanna freakin die

i know i should walk away but it's so hard. it's always hard.

i think you need to chill out buddy
Title: Re: POST HERE EVERY TIME YOU THINK ABOUT DYING
Post by: lemonrising on February 21, 2018, 01:42:18 pm
I keep thinking about all the stuff i cant do and all the time wasted lying and crying in bed and its like
Whats the fucking point
I cant live the way i want or do anything unless other people want to do it

Prob why i get obsessed with decorating and collecting pretty things cause like
Might as well make my prison look good.
Title: Re: POST HERE EVERY TIME YOU THINK ABOUT DYING
Post by: here cums the fuck truck on February 22, 2018, 01:56:33 pm
one of my irc "friends" -- well, i thought they were my friend -- has me on ignore. tfw

(http://cdn-webimages.wimages.net/051b43b4bedddb719579eb51669e7ccfe72f8c-wm.jpg?v=3)
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Post by: redheron on February 24, 2018, 01:20:13 am
there it is
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Post by: Kitlero on February 24, 2018, 05:45:16 pm
one of my irc "friends" -- well, i thought they were my friend -- has me on ignore. tfw

(http://cdn-webimages.wimages.net/051b43b4bedddb719579eb51669e7ccfe72f8c-wm.jpg?v=3)

You're a bit late to be in the sad 2010 facebook phase.
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Post by: lemonrising on February 26, 2018, 04:55:16 pm
(https://themighty.com/wp-content/uploads/2017/10/xtumblr_ouzvdq5WZI1w7kdh5o1_1280-750x547.jpg.pagespeed.ic.BcqptvGWAk.jpg)

When you were doin good for a few days and then 'that one bad day' is just you goin back to regularlol
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Post by: redheron on February 27, 2018, 04:50:27 am
been sending a bunch of old art to people lately since they've asked and I. just.

cringe
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Post by: redheron on February 27, 2018, 10:59:46 am
(https://78.media.tumblr.com/5ee8e17e8d79f748dacbbc18d0295b2f/tumblr_oumi8rVM8r1qlz1v3o1_500.gif)
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Post by: redheron on February 27, 2018, 01:30:34 pm
weird thread
"The reason the culture of ?depression meme humour? got big was because it was a rebellious backlash against a dominant social attitude that You Just Weren?t Trying Hard Enough which deliberately swept mental health issues under the rug. Turning ?positivity? into the cool new meme is a noble idea, but in practice, unless it?s done with care and understanding instead of just a desire to perform what people in your social circles seem to want to see, all it?s doing is recreating a culture of artificial cheerfulness, where deviation is punishable by ostracization. And that?s not a healthy or 'positive? environment for anyone. "
Title: Re: POST HERE EVERY TIME YOU THINK ABOUT DYING
Post by: lemonrising on February 27, 2018, 04:50:28 pm
Get up to do dishes and make food.
End up crying on kitchen floor
🙃
Odtwabo
Title: Re: POST HERE EVERY TIME YOU THINK ABOUT DYING
Post by: lemonrising on February 27, 2018, 05:32:07 pm
Assholes lollllll
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Post by: nicefish on February 27, 2018, 07:19:53 pm
I'll never be good at music and art. The boat has long sailed.
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Post by: nicefish on March 02, 2018, 09:39:14 am
(https://wiki.wetfish.net/upload/355a83a1-6e5c-e5dd-d410-adca2e61330b.png)

I'm 96 miles from the closest Whataburger.
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Post by: redheron on March 10, 2018, 04:07:51 pm
(https://78.media.tumblr.com/6f81063c3260549d40f24d50eef8b2a9/tumblr_inline_oi00jsNPrE1uwqr3a_540.jpg)
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Post by: netpun on March 12, 2018, 07:22:22 am
bump
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Post by: redheron on March 27, 2018, 02:54:35 pm
started playing ark again


the server has been crashing repeatedly for three hours



aahahahahahhaahhahahhhahaaahhhahaha
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Post by: redheron on April 06, 2018, 08:09:17 am
(http://78.media.tumblr.com/35c4aa202a26568e9261510b0aa7454a/tumblr_p0d5zue2s51sn7uyno1_500.jpg)
(http://78.media.tumblr.com/2df1e27363b863c0829c100638f6c994/tumblr_p0d5zue2s51sn7uyno5_500.jpg)
(http://78.media.tumblr.com/751fee6a5063c69d462c1dfe04d678d2/tumblr_p0d5zue2s51sn7uyno3_500.jpg)
(http://78.media.tumblr.com/45981111ff49e11da0e7df515773e9fd/tumblr_p0d5zue2s51sn7uyno4_500.jpg)
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Post by: redheron on April 12, 2018, 11:58:53 am
for the past two hours, nonstop
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Post by: here cums the fuck truck on June 14, 2018, 09:06:27 pm
(https://i.imgur.com/HT61TZB.jpg)
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Post by: here cums the fuck truck on June 16, 2018, 09:09:29 am
(https://i.imgur.com/g28TQSL.jpg)
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Post by: redheron on June 27, 2018, 12:07:40 pm
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Post by: here cums the fuck truck on June 30, 2018, 08:56:05 am
(https://i.imgur.com/MjRNXxk.jpg)
im having a GREAT day but i just feel called out by this pic~!!
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Post by: netpun on July 27, 2018, 02:44:45 pm
me too thanks
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Post by: here cums the fuck truck on July 30, 2018, 12:54:42 pm
again
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Post by: here cums the fuck truck on August 04, 2018, 06:53:08 am
(https://i.imgur.com/jrkliHq.png)
Title: ahhhhhhhhhh
Post by: here cums the fuck truck on August 29, 2018, 04:46:56 am
(https://pbs.twimg.com/media/BxMo2syCIAAcWi9.jpg)
Title: Re: POST HERE EVERY TIME YOU THINK ABOUT DYING
Post by: rothen on September 02, 2018, 12:08:49 pm
I took a hit of DMT yesterday, and as I set down the pipe and lay back the thought struck me that enormous amounts of DMT are released as we die. The wave of odd-body-pressure hit me, and I wondered whether that same feeling would characterize one's last moments of consciousness after some horrible injury. As the closed-eye visuals started to play, I couldn't help but wonder whether my last Earthly moments would be spent hallucinating until gradual nonexistence overtook me. The feeling of resignation to my own fragility and mortality, combined with significant sadness at the thought that I would one day die, lasted the rest of the day.
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Post by: netpun on October 01, 2018, 05:15:06 pm
i've nothing to live for
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Post by: here cums the fuck truck on December 26, 2019, 07:56:19 pm
rip netpun we knew them barely
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Post by: nicefish on December 26, 2019, 08:04:06 pm
rip netpun we knew them barely

you know they're chuuni, right?
Title: i did not. thank you nicefish.
Post by: here cums the fuck truck on December 26, 2019, 08:08:52 pm
rip netpun we knew them barely

you know they're chuuni, right?
Title: Re: POST HERE EVERY TIME YOU THINK ABOUT DYING
Post by: woodneko on January 09, 2020, 08:32:48 pm
Somehow I haven't posted here yet between forgetting about the thread and not wanting to draw attention to myself.

Here's a post for all the other times, also now.
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Post by: Ozmiander on January 10, 2020, 09:25:37 am
(https://i.imgur.com/BkKMCto.jpg)
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Post by: here cums the fuck truck on January 24, 2020, 04:38:21 pm
im doin a heckin big depresso, slurp slurp
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Post by: h on January 28, 2020, 01:25:10 pm
can't really judge whether overdosing on DXM would be more or less enjoyable compared to living for 20 years
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Post by: nicefish on January 28, 2020, 08:43:09 pm
can't really judge whether overdosing on DXM would be more or less enjoyable compared to living for 20 years

you're not going to die from overdosing on dxm found in consumer product
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Post by: here cums the fuck truck on January 29, 2020, 06:09:45 pm
dyin a lil inside ya know
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Post by: h on January 29, 2020, 06:16:09 pm
can't really judge whether overdosing on DXM would be more or less enjoyable compared to living for 20 years

you're not going to die from overdosing on dxm found in consumer product
ive been DXM schooled
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Post by: here cums the fuck truck on January 31, 2020, 03:46:34 am
stress is killing me
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Post by: tawd on January 31, 2020, 09:41:29 am
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GWzmvQmjqss (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GWzmvQmjqss)
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Post by: h on February 09, 2020, 10:59:30 pm
im so fucking lonely and lately its all ive been able to think about
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Post by: h on February 09, 2020, 11:03:19 pm
everything's cold and nothign happens. nothing changes. im just running out the clock
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Post by: here cums the fuck truck on February 11, 2020, 03:16:57 pm
i had a bad day but assad memes are cheering me up
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Post by: here cums the fuck truck on February 11, 2020, 04:51:33 pm
oooh ya i definitely wana friggin die haha
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Post by: here cums the fuck truck on February 16, 2020, 05:50:02 pm
im dying and my friend is crying
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Post by: ceph on February 23, 2020, 09:01:30 am
Going to get real here. Life has been absolute shit since summer 2018.

In the past, whenever I've gone through a rough time, I've been able to eliminate or escape whatever major stressor and recover. Unfortunately the stressors I've had on my plate since 2018 are practically inescapable. I say practically inescapable because there is technically a way out, but it ends with me being a crazy unmedicated homeless person.

The other day I made a spreadsheet of major stressors in my life -- there are 11 of them -- and ways to think about them more positively. It backfired. I can write down positive thoughts but if there's a shred of pessimism in my mind -- which there always is, especially lately -- it actually makes me feel worse. So I just ended up feeling overwhelmed that I have so much shit in my life and had a nice panic attack.

Most recently, as a result of strictly increasing stress levels for 2 years, I'm now struggling with sleep anxiety along with either an ulcer or functional dyspepsia. Either one of these make it extremely difficult to fall asleep. Combined it is impossible to sleep without taking drugs.

I've had such shit luck lately but I do want to count my blessings. I have some family that cares about me. And I have wetfish. I love you all.
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Post by: here cums the fuck truck on February 25, 2020, 01:44:09 pm
thanks for opening up & sharing, ceph
Title: i wanna freakin die
Post by: here cums the fuck truck on February 28, 2020, 02:14:14 pm
i feel nothing
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Post by: nicefish on February 29, 2020, 05:22:03 pm
I'm not at the extreme where I want to die, but my life is quite meaningless.
My life is mostly YouTube trying to sell me a vehicle through the recommended videos.
And also there's the conflict of no perfect vehicle. Except the ones that are too expensive.

I need a new obsession.
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Post by: here cums the fuck truck on March 01, 2020, 11:52:52 am
yeah i'm having a decent day i just.. i feel numb for no reason. it happens.
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Post by: Ozmiander on March 01, 2020, 12:04:02 pm
that's been my default state for years.  Nothing is terribly wrong, but nothing is particularly right either.
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Post by: Sonder on March 01, 2020, 12:11:45 pm
It happens a few times a day for me.
I think it can be healthy to think about one's own mortality, or to realize that life is a continued effort and thereby a choice.
Title: don't worry i'm not actually gonna kill myself
Post by: here cums the fuck truck on March 01, 2020, 12:21:24 pm
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Post by: Ozmiander on March 01, 2020, 12:24:35 pm
Obviously there's catharsis in sharing/admitting to pain.
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Post by: here cums the fuck truck on March 02, 2020, 06:15:40 pm
maybe just a little death
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Post by: here cums the fuck truck on March 07, 2020, 07:18:27 pm
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Post by: here cums the fuck truck on March 25, 2020, 04:52:05 pm
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Post by: woodneko on April 10, 2020, 10:39:57 pm
yeah
Title: i don't feel anything anymore
Post by: here cums the fuck truck on May 13, 2020, 08:42:01 am
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Post by: here cums the fuck truck on May 27, 2020, 06:33:09 am
sometimes i'm mean to people and i don't know why

and then i remember this later with a clear head and i feel bad

a simple "i'm sorry" doesn't do enough

sorry i'm mean to you, wetfish.
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Post by: Ozmiander on May 27, 2020, 09:49:53 am
some of us are just shit
Title: we all deserve a life in hell
Post by: here cums the fuck truck on June 17, 2020, 03:20:41 am
i haven't slept thru the night in days

imagine having that "okay, i'm relaxed, i'm exhausted, i can sleep" feeling that you get thirty seconds before you pass out. your brain kinda shuts down, you don't think normal, dream logic is kicking in..

but you can't sleep. you just can't pass out.

also i haven't smoked cigarettes in a week. yay me.
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Post by: here cums the fuck truck on June 17, 2020, 03:41:15 pm
I think I was just going thru nicotine withdrawal. I got some vape carts and I feel fantastic.
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Post by: here cums the fuck truck on July 07, 2020, 07:57:55 am
here's a pro tip don't quit smoking and fapping at the same time
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Post by: here cums the fuck truck on July 07, 2020, 08:12:01 am
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Post by: here cums the fuck truck on July 25, 2020, 10:46:43 am
im having a very bad brain day

i tried smoking weed about it.. far too much. its even worse now, i'm just sad *and* horny *and* hungry but too high to drive
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Post by: Diabolizer on July 25, 2020, 10:53:45 am
im having a very bad brain day

i tried smoking weed about it.. far too much. its even worse now, i'm just sad *and* horny *and* hungry but too high to drive

If it makes you feel any better, I'm glad that you contribute to this community and am always glad to see your posts.
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Post by: woodneko on July 31, 2020, 11:47:56 pm
.
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Post by: here cums the fuck truck on August 10, 2020, 07:12:02 pm
ive been away from home three weeks and i finally get home and i'm suddenly sad
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Post by: Diabolizer on August 11, 2020, 12:46:08 am
Since depression is almost always accompanied by sleep problems, here's a trick that sometimes works for me when I can't get to sleep.  If I can't get to sleep in like an hour after I go to bed, I'll try to go to sleep on the couch.  It's like my body is bored of my bed, but the couch is like a vacation.  Once I start to fall asleep, I move back to my bed and conk out.
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Post by: quicksand on August 11, 2020, 11:04:58 am
If I posted every time I thought about it, rachel would need some DDoS mitigation cuz it would be overloaded.
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Post by: here cums the fuck truck on August 11, 2020, 07:14:58 pm
Since depression is almost always accompanied by sleep problems, here's a trick that sometimes works for me when I can't get to sleep.  If I can't get to sleep in like an hour after I go to bed, I'll try to go to sleep on the couch.  It's like my body is bored of my bed, but the couch is like a vacation.  Once I start to fall asleep, I move back to my bed and conk out.

this actually works really well for me too, for some reason!
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Post by: here cums the fuck truck on August 11, 2020, 07:15:18 pm
If I posted every time I thought about it, rachel would need some DDoS mitigation cuz it would be overloaded.

let your friends help you, dummy!
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Post by: woodneko on August 12, 2020, 11:26:36 pm
.
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Post by: woodneko on August 14, 2020, 10:00:09 pm
.
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Post by: here cums the fuck truck on August 19, 2020, 10:49:39 am
quitting smoking is giving me bad bad feelings holy shit i hate everyone
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Post by: Ozmiander on September 09, 2020, 09:34:52 pm
Bad brains bad brains what ya gonna do
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Post by: here cums the fuck truck on October 27, 2020, 07:42:10 pm
feel the sadness coming on
Title: Re: POST HERE EVERY TIME YOU THINK ABOUT DYING
Post by: here cums the fuck truck on November 08, 2020, 02:58:52 pm
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Post by: rothen on November 08, 2020, 07:36:02 pm
I died in a dream last night. I fell, and felt my body crumple when I hit the ground. There was a long blackness before I woke up.
Title: Re: POST HERE EVERY TIME YOU THINK ABOUT DYING
Post by: tawd on November 27, 2020, 03:02:50 am
I wonder if my last thoughts are just going to be me repeating over and over again "don't shit yourself don't shit yourself don't shit yourself"

Title: haven't showered or shaved in days lol
Post by: here cums the fuck truck on January 05, 2021, 05:16:35 pm
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Title: i don't feel anything anymore
Post by: here cums the fuck truck on January 30, 2021, 12:47:44 pm
i want to sleep forever
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Post by: here cums the fuck truck on February 06, 2021, 12:33:49 pm
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Post by: here cums the fuck truck on June 05, 2021, 11:12:44 am
dead inside
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Post by: Ozmiander on June 05, 2021, 11:14:31 am
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Post by: here cums the fuck truck on June 05, 2021, 09:38:42 pm
dead inside

turns out i just needed to eat something and the drugs were driving me insane
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Post by: Ozmiander on June 21, 2021, 12:34:31 pm
Ayo it's ya boy
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Post by: nicefish on February 21, 2022, 06:20:12 pm
computers were a mistake