Being the meth using, abusive boyfriend in a Lana Del Ray music video.
Hot??
You know it. I'm somewhere in here.
Wait... really?!
I'm being meta and absurd at the same time. I'm not literally in the video, but my fetish is. "Being the meth using, abusive boyfriend in a Lana Del Rey music video," is also me being meta and absurd at the same time. I fetishize the story presented in the video: a dark fatalistic tale about being a thug, getting fucked up with my stripper girlfriend.
It's not a completely sexual dynamic for me either. Some kind of angry spirit lives inside me. I want to bang Lana Del Rey, but that part of me wants to live a self-destructive life style with her.