things are okay. life on the road keeps my mind off sadness despite the grind being thankless and dumb. quarantine procedures are really fucking with people - five foot minimum distance, 10 people max in a place, really cuts down on lunchroom comradeship and old fashioned bullshitting.
I'm already going nuts.
Also, i really need to work on myself right now. I get emotional and needy far too easily.
i feel ya man.